Well today..I dun feel like the same old Husin..I lost myself..haix..In the beginning,everything was fine..But wen i bumped into her..I lost myself..I feel like crying..=(
It all started wen im having my Theory class...I read my fren's blog..Then saw NICO's Link..n i read her blog...As wat i wrote in my previous post..Haix
Then i bumped into her..She smiled at me..N i smiled back..But hopefully she knew dat im tryong to smile n hide away my sorrow...How i wish she know how torturing it is..Everything is killing me =(
haix..N Yuyul nvr called or SMS me .. haix..She mcm avoiding me..haix..=(
My life turned upside down...haix..I *Lost* myself,my smile,my joyfullness,my everything..I mean everything..haix..whenever i see couples..I ter-imagine dat it was me n NICO..haix..The whole day i'm trying to hold back my tears..=(





How long muz i fake my smile whenever i see you
And should i go on like diz ? Be a pretender ?
Haix..God give me strength plish !