Saturday, January 31, 2009

@ 1/31/2009 01:31:00 AM

Hello Peeps !
Kinda bored here,So i want to share sumrging wit you =)

See the guy above ?
That's Him,My Idol,My Inspirational =)
I Want To Be A Fast Dodger N A Fast Puncher Like Hym
Hopefully I Can Achieve My Dream =)
Can't Wait To Get My Equipments Back N Start Training Again =)
And Also Can't Wait For My Angah To Be released
Annd He Can Teach Me To Box Again =)

And Then When I'm Master My Art
I Wanna Float Around My Opponents Like A Butterfly
And Sting Him With My Punches Like A Bee =)

Here A lil Video Of Mike Tyson .. My Idol =)

Success = Sacrifices And Sweats

Friday, January 30, 2009

@ 1/30/2009 11:33:00 PM

All I Have To Give - Backstreet Boys

This Song Dedicated To Someone Special =)

I sing this lullaby,
Forbidden love sitting before my eyes.
My heart is screaming although nobody can hear my cries.
Wishing on a star as I look into the night.
Say a little prayer only God can understand my plight.
Glimpses of her sight,
flashing in my mind.
Although she near the distance seems like a million miles.
Somebody told me once that patience is a virtue;
And true love is worth waiting for although it might just hurt you.
And if it comes right back,
That means it’s truly destined;
I promise to hold back the tears,
Never say never;
And I know you thinking of me all through out your endeavours.
And if its part of His plans,
One day we’ll be together.
A few things last forever,
So I write this poem.
A lot of times,
you won’t miss it right until it’s gone.
And though I soldier on,
These feelings in my heart.
Will never change cause I loved you from the start.

Hello Readers !!
Sorry Been Keeping Quiet
Kinda Busy Lately N My Modem Ader Sot-Sot SIket =P
Harap Dimaafkan Ya!!!

Well Nothing Much Happens =)
Just Spending time With My Friends =)
And Getting Closer N Closer To Fizah =)

Can't Forget The Night She Gave Me Kish On The Lips =)
Ad Those Soft Arms Around Me Makes Me Warm
I Love YOu Lah Fizah !

You Add Smiles N Laughter To My Life
You Make Me Believe In Love Once Again =)
You Teach Me The Meaning Of A Good Man
And You Showed Me And Make Me Realised
That Eventho I'm A Gangster
And Fanatic Or Sumtimes Look Sat-Sat Or Watever
But Deep Inside Me Hidden The Soft Parts

Now I Promised To Myself
And I Swear It Upon My Love To You,Fizah
That No More Alcohol And Drugs
And No Vulgarities When You Present =)

I Try To Be The Best Kay
If I Success to BE A "Good" Gangster
All My Thanks To You
And The Reason For Me To Change
Is You =)

The Reason - Hoobastank

Thursday, January 29, 2009

@ 1/29/2009 12:35:00 PM

Duka di kala malam termimpi-mimpi
Rindu di kala siang mencari-cari
Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar tidak sebentar Walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora
Dan kadang kala hanyut bagaikan dua arah Malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara
Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah
Kerna bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata
Tersimpan hasrat tiada siapa yang mengerti
Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti
Dipegangkan janji tetap ratu di hati
Dengan izin Tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti
Sabarlah menanti kesabaran diuji
Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi
Aku pasrah sahaja pada Yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu dirimu sudah berpunya

Whatever You Do
Wherever You Go
I'll be Right here Waiting For You
I'll be Ther For You thru the Darkest Storm
And I Will Always keeps You safe And Warm
This love Is Strong From the Very Beginning
And I'm Sure That My Love For You Has No Ending =)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

@ 1/25/2009 03:16:00 AM

This Is That Sum1 Special That Helps Me A

You always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do

you stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
you came to my rescue
and put down the knife

you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
you really cared

but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
you made me whole

it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love you
until the end

I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you

Saturday Was The Great Day !!!
A Day I Gained Myself Back And The "Rilek" day For Me =)
Thanxx To SHidah,Blaze,Man Kia FOr Giving me Strength
Especially Fizah Lullaby Lah Who Always Capivated Me With Her Sweet Smile =)
You Are Indeed A Cute,Sweet And Adorable Girl
I Like Your Kind N Soft Attitude
Ouch ! Haha !

So I Met Blaze At Boon Lay
Then lepak N Talked With Rebel Jap
And Blaze Kena Bully Sak By Rebel
Haha !! Kesian Blaze !!

Then We Go Jurong Point
Coz Husin Nak Carek Tali Kasut Lah Haha
Bawak Kasut Beh Lupa Bawak Tali Dyer Plak !
Gundu Kan Husin ?? Hmph !
Then Blaze Buy Gift For Shidah Haha
I Chose For Him A Yellow Cute Care Bear =)
And Then i Go Changed And Then Off To City Hall !

Meet Shidah And Fizah There
And Blaze Nervous Gila Babi Sak !
Sampai Mandi Peluh Sak ! Haha !
Blaze Blaze .. Mcm2 Karena Lah Kau Bro ! Haha

Then The Girls Were In The Toilet
And Blaze Rehearsal Uh How To Give Shidah The Gift
And Many Cara He Tried Haha
Paling Kekek Yang Part Dyer Fed-Up
Dyer Troz Cakap "Eu,Catch ! "
Cam Sial Kan Idea Dyer ? Ader Nk Kasi Present Gituk Mcm ?! Haha

Then Shidah was Touch About The Gift
Husin And Fizah Jalan Depan Uh WHila Blaze N SHidah Gurau2 Sayang At Blakang
Eh Korang Dua Kalo Couple Cute Taw !!
All The Best Kae !

Then We Go Marina Square To Eat Uh
I Bought Fizah A Cheese Chocolate N Choc Chips Muffin
She Loves It ! (Psl Free ! ) Haha

And Then Mit Danny,El N Keai
Keai Rambut Konek To The Max
Bahan Kekek Sak Kau Keai ! Haha !!

Then We Go Separate Ways
Shidah,Fiza,Blaze And Me Go Vivo To Meet Man Kia
In the Train,I And Fizah Watched Telatah Blaze N SHidah
Sumpah Sak Korang Cute ! Haha

Then we Lepak At Vivo
Then I Teman Fizah Jalan2 At Vivo
Guess What She tried Every Smart Shirt On Me Sak !
She Wants To Changed Me To Formal Smart Guy =)
Fizah Fizah Ape Lah Awak !!!

Then We Off To Town ..
And We Jalan2 Uh And Laughed Along The Way =)
And Then We Lepak At Taka Steps
Mat STreetwearer Kat Sana Mintak kena Potong Sak !
Mata Cam SIal Siak Satu-Satu
Korang Pikir Korang Cool Sangat ker ?
Hisap Konek Kae !

Then At 11 We Alek Uh =)
Fizah n Man Kia Nyer Kwn Pmpn Naek Same Train
While Me,Blaze,Shidah N Man Kia Take The Same Train
Dalam Train Pun Blaze N Shidah Lom Stop2 Haha !
And Then Sampai Yishun .. Teman Man Kia Naek Bus
Then I Smoke And Walked Home =)

But the Bestest part Is Fizah Changed Me Sak !
And Always Make Me Smile N Happy
And Asked Me To Be Strong n moved On =)
We Entertained Each Other ALotz Till We Are Very Very Close Now =)
And She Always Like To Ouch! Haha !!
Tak Paham ? Only Kita2 Jek Taw Eh Gang ? Haha !!

So Took Quite Alotz Of Pictire With Fizah
A Great Friend I'm happy To Be With =)

Ini part Aku And Fizah Majok Gurau2 With Each other Haha !

I'm Happy To Have A Friend Like You
Thankz Fizah for The Smile And Joyness =)
Tapi Fizah Jangan Sad-Sad Kay ?
Eur Guy Memang Bengap Seh
Tak Tau Treat A Special Gurl like You Well
But You Still Have Me Kan Friend ?
I'm Always Here To Make You Smile And Happy
Ouch ! Ouch ! Ouch !

Hey Readers N Friends !!
Well As You Peeps Read About My Recent Post
I Went Thru ALotz When In Love Wit Nico
ALotz Of Hard Time And Sadness
But Now I Realised Everything
So God Tested Me N Proved To Me That Everybody Can Change
I Used To Be Playboy but Now I Sumhow Understand Real Love
Sorry Nico For Everything
We Are Still Friends Ryte ?

And Now As I'm Moving On ...
With My Friends Cheering Me Up
And Adding Back Laughter To My Life
Thanxx Guyz N gurlz Alotz
I Love You Peeps Kae !

But What Matter Most I'm A Changed Man Now
I Now Want A Real Love,No More Games
And To All The Heart I Used To Hurt N Played
Please Do Forgive Me Kay ! =)

And A Sweet Adorable Gurl Wanted To Change Me
She Don't Mind If I'm A "Mat Rep" Or Not
But She Want To Change My Image
From A Rilek N Streetwearer
To A SMart N Office Man Haha !
Try To Imagine Me Wearing Smart All .. OMG ! Dun Laugh Plish ! Haha

But I Know She Meant The Best For Me
So I Just Followed Her N Change My Image Soon Kay !
Saving n Waiting For Money Lah Jack XD

But Now I'm Glad
Everything Do Happens for Reason =)
N Now Im The Old Husin Once Again
[T]he [J]oyful [R]Ascal Once Again =)
And To Nico
I;m Always Here For You Friend
So ANything Just Share With Me Kay
I Try My Best To Help N Advice You =)

Kita merancang Tuhan tentukan
Tempuhilah segala dugaan dari illahi
Kerna setiap dugaan ada hikmanya
Ape-ape yang terjadi,pahit atau manis
Kehidupan harus perlu diteruskan =)

Saturday, January 24, 2009

@ 1/24/2009 01:42:00 AM

kepada sekalian mat2 n minah2
Nico Ukan pmpn jahat kae !
Yeah mmg btol dyer hurt Husin rabak
But she is a nice gurl kae!
If dyer jahat or wat,Husin tkkn jatuh cinta k
I have taste too lah kwn kwn-kwn ku =)

Krg tak taw citer,then diam2 k?
Ukan nk kuang ajar ataw aper uh
Beh Krg tk taw pape main tembak jek
Kalo polis amek senapang n tembak krg suka-suka
korang happy tak ? tak kn ?? Datz how nico feels ok !?

Krg tak taw ape dyer lalui n alami
Husin baca blog dyer N aru faham
Dary beginning till the end
Sampai naek keroh taw mata ! haha

Nico maafkn Husin Kae ? =)
Baru skrg Husin phm Situasi Nico
Eu Gonn thru alotz lah dear
N eu wished for a guy that could one day
Appreciate eu n Cherish eu =)
I'll be praying Dat i'll be that guy =)

Now jgn sad2 k =)
Eu haf me n eur frens around
If org langgar wire Nico
Husin N Blaze tk pakai pah ??!!
TanjongRhu Gina lah oit !(Fanatic Jap)

I'll always protect eu k
With all my heart n soul
Just to see eu happy
We are now just a friend =)

But i'm still hoping to be eurs =)
N eu to be mine
But it takes tyme
I've made a mistake once to rush
Hope i didnt make 2nd mistakes =)

Just wanna say dat I'm still holding on my promises taw
I'll always be eur Guardian Angel =)
N Watever shit dat happen
I'm always be One Call Away =)

Friday, January 23, 2009

@ 1/23/2009 10:44:00 PM

Hey .. Well My life turned Upside Down Now =(
N I dunnoe Wat To Do Wot My Life Already haix !

1st ...Nico hurt me alotz...I should listen to my frens earlier..too late to regret now...She will nvr appreciate wat ive done n nvr see my love towards her coz all she care is about her DAMN FREAKY EX !!!

2nd..Since i cant forget her ... I've make a decision to quit skool ...Coz it's the only bestest way for me to forget abt her n moved on with my life

3rd..I'm now Fighting with my mom coz of the quit stuff n now i'm kinda broke coz family dun support me anymore n hoping me to go NS fatser so i wont be a burden to them

And lastly,I lost myself alotz n I;m not bein the old joyful Husin .. Haix

Everything that happened was all bcoz of my strong Love towards Nico..In the end i lost everything N watsed my life =(

I cant blame her...Itz my fault too anyway coz I dun looked at myself in the mirror to see who am I before falling for a hawt n pretty gurl like her .. BEAUTY THERAPY katekn ...

N Thanxx GOD for this test .. So wat am i gonna lose next ? my family ? Worst.. MY LIFE??

Given up on everything .. thanxx alotz to God n Nico

Forever - Papa roach

In my brightest hour
Of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you
Can't get through to you
It's been a helter skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreads
By his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her
He'll never forgive her

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl
Little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine
In this moment I'm lonely
Fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss
Before i go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss
Before I go
Dry your tears
It is time to let you go
One last kiss

Thursday, January 22, 2009

@ 1/22/2009 09:36:00 PM

Well today is a bad day for me .. haix..lost my mood n worst i'm not being me =(
Most of the tyme im keeping quiet n khayal jek ... I juz can't face the truth .. I juz love her too much =(

Nico .. Why is this happening ? haix .. Ape lagie harus husin buktikan ?? Husin syg sgt kt NICO =( ..

Tak pernah terlintas di hati Husin nk lukakn ataw bastard NICO mcm maner eu ex did to eu =(

Haix .. HUSIN RINDU NICO TAW !!! N SAYANG SANGAT KT NICO !!!

Bila malam menjelang
Wajahmu menjelma
Menhantui diriku ini
Hingga tak terlena tidurku
Kerna sering terbayangkan kamu

Aku sering dibuai khayalan
kerna teringatkan kisah silam
Indahnya saat itu sewaktu bersamamu

N Thanxx to all my kaki gerek (shown in the pictures) especially Fatyn who give me hope n strentgh .. Not forgetting Blaze n Hamie Who knows how i feel .. Thanxx Frens !

Baby i love you
But why must you go ?
Yes it hurts me but i just want you to know
The time we spent together will never be erased
And it'z hard for you to be replaced

Aku Sayang Nico !!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

@ 1/21/2009 09:06:00 PM

As usual .. meet Blaze but this tyme at JE..hmmm..N Husin Sot ngan dyer..Haix...Ape tk..Msg ckp dyer pat JE..Beh husin wait2 dyer takde..Sampai jalan the whole platform sumer...N tk npk jgk !!..Guess wat..He was squatting down Behind a pillar -_-" .. Mcm maner sak nk npk ?!!! haiyoyo BLAZE!!!!

Bought Donuts for NICO..Haha..N then at skola,saw her..Give her the Donuts N buy her food coz she tkda duet n she having the whole day in skool..Tkkn nk kasi dyer perut kelaparan kan ? Cuaca dah panas nk mampos!!! Kesian NICO..But hope she can have a great day ahead lah coz she dun have to endure with hungriness uh =) .. Dyer mati2 tknk sak Husin buy her..C'mon dear..I told eu i do anything for ya ryte?Hmmm...So tk pasal k ? TKYAH BYR ALEK!!!! =)

Give me a chance to know ya
And a chance to show ya
Just being true but there's nothing i can't do for ya
Nothing much but i just wanna say a grin on your face
Those sweet smile is what i want to see everyday =)

But everything changes When I'm at home..Thought to hear a good things from Nico thru MSN but this is wat she told me

★ Baby Nico Setan Ψ ★ says:
idk larr you.. just let me be like this ..
★ Baby Nico Setan Ψ ★ says:
euu are the one who shld take care of urself..
★ Baby Nico Setan Ψ ★ says:
how i wish euu never noe me, soo euu dont have to end up like this.. haisss

Haix .. So now we are strangers ryte?Husin won't disturb NICO's life again ok ? I won't call Or anything to NICO again k ...If husin npk NICO at skola,i just ignore eu k .. =(

Husin cume doa NICO slalu happy jek k =) .. Haix..It'z hard for me to go but wat to do .. Haix .. Bye2 NICO..Bye2 to my love =(

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let's pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
And in the end,It's me in despair

Ouh NICO,kau ku cinta
Ku bawa harapan,ku pendam rahsia
ku dikejauhan mendoakan Kau bahgia
Ku sedar siapa diriku ini
untuk menicntai dirimu Ouh kekasih
Ku hanyalah insan yang kekurangan segalanya

Kai - Hati Ku Retak Seribu2.mp3 -

This song is for eu k Nico .. =(

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

@ 1/20/2009 09:18:00 PM

Well today..I've done something stupid..Only God knows..Haix..I'm sorry NICO to disappoint you =(

But what i can remeber is that today,i spent tyme slacking with Blaze,Man together NICO n The Gang =)..N i get to be abit more closer to NICO =)

In the train otw home,She showed me her pics all..Telling me her stories lah..I'm enjoying it n appreciate it alotz coz atleast she wanted to share me her past life all =)

But wat make me abit sad wen she showed me her pics with her exxsss!!!haix..How i wish one day her phone will contain a folder full of our picture together..Kissing,hugging n Spending tyme with each other =)

N I keep on asking her "are eu ok?" whenver i see her daydreaming or making sad faces..=(..jgn sad2 k dear..if ader problem..im always here for eu to help eu out =)..Remember me promising eu that i will always be your Guradian Angel =)..Show me eur sweet smile plish ?! heheh

Well that's all for today k .. posting more tomorrow k =)

Bila aku tersiksa kaulah penawarnya
Bila kau terluka akulah penyembuhnya
Bila kau senyum,ku gembira
Bila kau sedih,ku menangis
Kerna hatiku sudah menyatu bersama mu
Apa kau rasa,Pahit atau Manis
Ku bisa merasakannya jua

Luahan Hati ( My Cover) - Husin Kuai-kuai

Ini Husin Sing taw .. Haha sowie if tk sedap but do comment k ! haha .. Ini Husin sing after Confessing out everything in my heart to NICO on the phone =)

N i can feel that she too now can truly see my feelings are real n no need to doubt on me ... =) .. juz give tyme n the final decision will be made =)

Well Enjoy k my stupid voice ! haha =) N NICO PLISH HEAR IT !!! .. Hear the lyrics k not my ugly voice =)

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta
Hanyalah padamu
Tiada yang lain yang ku rindu
Hanyalah dirimu
Dikaulah permata yang bersinar
Di kala ku kesepian

Tiada yang lain yang kumahu
Hanyalah kasihmu
Tiada yang lain yang kupuja
Hanyalah dirimu
Tak mungkin aku berpaling
Berpaling mencari yang lain
Tak mungkin aku biarkan kau merana

Aku cinta kepadamu sepenuh hati
Janganlah kau ragu kasih
Ragu padaku
Sejujur niatku niat bersama
Selama-lamanya
Janganlah kau pergi kasih
Pergi dariku

Monday, January 19, 2009

@ 1/19/2009 10:07:00 PM

Well today..I dun feel like the same old Husin..I lost myself..haix..In the beginning,everything was fine..But wen i bumped into her..I lost myself..I feel like crying..=(

It all started wen im having my Theory class...I read my fren's blog..Then saw NICO's Link..n i read her blog...As wat i wrote in my previous post..Haix

Then i bumped into her..She smiled at me..N i smiled back..But hopefully she knew dat im tryong to smile n hide away my sorrow...How i wish she know how torturing it is..Everything is killing me =(

haix..N Yuyul nvr called or SMS me .. haix..She mcm avoiding me..haix..=(

My life turned upside down...haix..I *Lost* myself,my smile,my joyfullness,my everything..I mean everything..haix..whenever i see couples..I ter-imagine dat it was me n NICO..haix..The whole day i'm trying to hold back my tears..=(